{"id":1239,"date":"2011-04-11T23:01:50","date_gmt":"2011-04-12T07:01:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.ritzyperiwinkle.com\/?p=1239"},"modified":"2011-04-11T23:07:35","modified_gmt":"2011-04-12T07:07:35","slug":"i-miss-you-16-years-later","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.ritzyperiwinkle.com\/?p=1239","title":{"rendered":"I miss you. 16 years later."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blog.ritzyperiwinkle.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/MOM_2_lores.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-1240\" title=\"MOM_2_lores\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.ritzyperiwinkle.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/MOM_2_lores.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"301\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blog.ritzyperiwinkle.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/MOM_2_lores.jpg 300w, https:\/\/blog.ritzyperiwinkle.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/MOM_2_lores-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/blog.ritzyperiwinkle.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/MOM_2_lores-299x300.jpg 299w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>(Consuelo Rivera Razo)<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve been sick since last Thursday. Worst timing ever as I\u2019m in the middle of moving, working 3 consecutive festivals in Indio on top of dealing with client and exhibit deadlines.\u00a0 Sunday I took a mid day nap because I was exhausted from coughing up lungs. It was a 45 minute nap but in that short amount of\u00a0 time I dreamt that I was shooting \u00a0video of <a href=\"http:\/\/blog.ritzyperiwinkle.com\/?p=256\" target=\"_blank\">Fancy Pants, Erica and Moni Lovers<\/a> doing something cute\u00a0 little girls do and we were all laughing and I thought to myself , \u201c I can\u2019t wait to show my mom this, she\u2019s going to love it.\u201d\u00a0 Then it hits me and I wake up.<\/p>\n<p>16 years ago today my mom lost her battle with breast cancer.<\/p>\n<p>Dearest Mom,<br \/>\nThank you for the sacrifices you made.<br \/>\nThank you for the strength you have passed on to me.<br \/>\nI blame you for nothing and forgive you for everything.<br \/>\nI miss you.<br \/>\nI love you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(Consuelo Rivera Razo) I\u2019ve been sick since last Thursday. Worst timing ever as I\u2019m in the middle of moving, working 3 consecutive festivals in Indio on top of dealing with client and exhibit deadlines.\u00a0 Sunday I took a mid day nap because I was exhausted from coughing up lungs. It was a 45 minute nap [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[15,24,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1239","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-flics","category-inspiration","category-things-you-should-know"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.ritzyperiwinkle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1239","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.ritzyperiwinkle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.ritzyperiwinkle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.ritzyperiwinkle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.ritzyperiwinkle.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1239"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/blog.ritzyperiwinkle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1239\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1245,"href":"https:\/\/blog.ritzyperiwinkle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1239\/revisions\/1245"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.ritzyperiwinkle.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1239"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.ritzyperiwinkle.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1239"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.ritzyperiwinkle.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1239"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}